Dear You

December 14, 2008

Dear You Know Who You Are,

Fuck you! Yup, that was necessary. I don’t know why we keep on trying to be friends when obviously you suck! I mean, I’m better off and I truly believe that. This happens every single damn time and you know it’s true. We fix whatever problem we have by talking about nothing, we’re good for a while and then we fight and we’re both too stubborn to be the first one to speak so instead of apologizing we end up talking again by saying something out of the blue. And it drains me, I don’t know why I have you as a friend but thing is when we’re good, we’re really good. What I’m trying to say is when we’re not fighting and we’re friends we’re like, idk “inseperable”, okay, that’s not the right word but if you’ve paid attention you’ll know what I mean, we get all “bestie” and what not but then we fight and we take little things out of proportion and every time I wonder if it’s even worth it. I can’t go back and forth for the rest of my life (as if we’re really going to be friends for that long, I mean, think about it really) and I more than once think of giving you the ultimatum. We’re either friends or not but things don’t work out that way. You can be such an asshole! And the thing that bugs me the most is that you don’t even care! Sometimes, I’m the one who really doesn’t care. And you know what, I’m really starting to not give a damn.

I’m going to leave things the way they are and if you want to talk, you know where I’ll be but I’m really not going to try.