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-?---?---?---?---?---?---?---?- Why do I have a Journal and a Blog and what's the difference? I know, I'm crazy and I make simple things hard. For one, my journal can be about anything and everything I feel like saying where as my blog is more of what's happening in my life and more personal. Why not just put it in one place? Um, didn't I just explain this?? I make simple things hard! I'm a weird I know. Leave the strange girl be people, leave the strange girl be!
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- So Yesterday by Scott Westerfeld
- Uglies by Scott Westerfeld
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Dear You || Letter 3
December 16, 2008Dear You Know Who You Are,
As I said, we still found a way to fight. It would have been fine if you hadn’t open your fat ass mouth. I don’t like it when people know my biz and added to that you poking fun my charecter (personality) really was the last fucking straw. Wether you were playing or not, I don’t give a damn. I can’t go back and forth and I’ve had enough of you and your shit. Tomorrow, I’m going to tell you that this friendship is over. It’s like two years ago all over again, fuck, I thought that was over with. I can’t stand you anymore and though it’s a loss after everything we’ve been through, it’s for the best. I’ve given you too many chances and if I keep going imma be messed up in the head. I’m doing myself a favor. Finally, I’ve quit being stupid.
Dear You || Letter 2
Dear You Know Who You Are,
Okay, alright, what you did yesterday was sweet, I’ll admit it. You appear to be genuinely sorry and truly sorry that you pissed me off. Can’t say I’m too happy about your plan to make it all work. You watch, if we don’t use words and instead speak, watch us say like two words to each other, oh yeah, I see it happening. Which I guess if we don’t talk we can’t fight… I can still see that happening. We’re weird like that, that’s how I see it. I don’t care that you say I’m the only weird one between the two of us, I’m taking you down with me 
Dear You
December 14, 2008Dear You Know Who You Are,
Fuck you! Yup, that was necessary. I don’t know why we keep on trying to be friends when obviously you suck! I mean, I’m better off and I truly believe that. This happens every single damn time and you know it’s true. We fix whatever problem we have by talking about nothing, we’re good for a while and then we fight and we’re both too stubborn to be the first one to speak so instead of apologizing we end up talking again by saying something out of the blue. And it drains me, I don’t know why I have you as a friend but thing is when we’re good, we’re really good. What I’m trying to say is when we’re not fighting and we’re friends we’re like, idk “inseperable”, okay, that’s not the right word but if you’ve paid attention you’ll know what I mean, we get all “bestie” and what not but then we fight and we take little things out of proportion and every time I wonder if it’s even worth it. I can’t go back and forth for the rest of my life (as if we’re really going to be friends for that long, I mean, think about it really) and I more than once think of giving you the ultimatum. We’re either friends or not but things don’t work out that way. You can be such an asshole! And the thing that bugs me the most is that you don’t even care! Sometimes, I’m the one who really doesn’t care. And you know what, I’m really starting to not give a damn.
I’m going to leave things the way they are and if you want to talk, you know where I’ll be but I’m really not going to try.